Honeymoon's Over

When walked into the club that night and became re connected with R, I didn't think I'd end up with a heart problem. My heart is torn and I'm not sure what to do. At what point do you throw in the towel? I feel like the run away girl friend because that is what I wanna do right now. He doesn't know it yet, IDK how to tell him or if it's even the right thing to do. I sure know how to find em but now what am I gonna do with him?! I suck at relationships...